Jun
30

Am I a lesbian in a mans body?

Filed Under Incest 

Or do I just like making people feel good?

When I was about 14, my mother introduced me to a friend ofhers.
She was 36 (I think?) and taught me SOOOO many things. Theone feature I remember so vividly about her was that she
had labia that hung down and were like large swollen lips
on a fighter. She liked to parade herself around in front of me and spred
herself so I could see it all (God I miss the way she looked
to me!). I’ll never forget the smell of her secretions and the way
she tasted and how wet she would get. At first I thought it
was “gross” (I was 14, what an imbecile!) to lick her “there”,
but she taught me how she liked to be felt, licked, carresed,
untill I began to really like licking and sucking on her labia and finding her clit (I didn’t know
what it was called at the time, but I knew she liked a tongue
flicking accross it!) with the tip of my tongue. This is
the first thing I do when I make love with a woman now, it REALLY
turns me on to bring a woman to orgasm with my tongue and fingers
before I do anything else. Anyway, here’s the unfortunate part. My current significant
could care less about receiving oral sex, she’d rather
have straight hetero sex than anything (I was taught a lot
about that too) and rarely has less than two orgasms (I’m
lucky if I get one, but at least I stay hard that way). I REALLY
miss the feeling (not sexual, deeper than that) of bringing someone to that much ecstasy without taking
(sexual) pleasure myself. So here’s the dillemma (sp?),
should I find a secret lover to give this pleasure to?? Should
I just live without? I REALLY miss doing this! Life is just
NOT fair sometimes! Jeez, I sound like some whining city
wimp.

OK, lets get a vote, please.

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