Jul
18
Out of the Blue
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I have often wondered why some women are attracted too older
men. A friend, a very sensual woman once described it this
way: the thoughtfulness, the visual allurethe erotic
paradox, graying, weathered and what he givessexuality,
and to give in returnsex is ageless when two people reach
that plateau but reaching it with an experienced, sexual,
sensual manfor me is beauty, it is life.
My first sexual experience, when just an impressionable
14, probably created a strong predisposition for mature
females, only to go unsatisfied as I progressed trough
my teen years. When a senior in high school, and lusting
for my deliciously maturing classmates, I was often frustrated
with the teeny-bopper-grade-schoolers following me
and trying to get my attention at every opportunity. But
alas, my maturing female classmates would never acknowledge
my prescience with those unappreciated teenybopper,
cow-eyed stares.
In the years that would follow those frustrations would
manifest as good fortune.
I was in my early 50s, and this experience was totally unexpected,
one of those amazingly spontaneous incidents in our lives,
never anticipated nor imagined. Jeanine had been a neighbor,
a friend of my daughter, and just another nice kid in a never-ending
parade of friends who would come to visit. Jeanine came
by rarely once she enrolled in a more distant high school.
In fact I never really took much notice of her until she reached
her teens. On those few times she would visit, I sensed a
sexuality about her, a demure look, maybe that glance on
her way out. I dismissed it as my overactive libido. But
something was there, and it was a hint of things to come.
